Post by THOMAS EDWIN WEASLEY on Jan 5, 2015 2:09:47 GMT 8
Look here, what Do you see? Are You Looking Forward to Get Tangle Up in Me? FULL NAME THomas Edwin weasley AGE & BIRTHDAY 17 (January 5th 2007) OCCUPATION seventh year gryffindor BLOOD STATUS Half-blood FACE CLAIM Penn Badgley WAND TYPE Oak, Merefolk hair, thirteen and half inches PATRONUS It's a Bat PETS ABILITIES/ SPECIES Wandless/non-verbal Tell me who you are, I'm sure you're some kind of superstar. Free Style When my name escape me I really don’t understand nicknames, I mean really...what’s so important about them. It’s just a way to botch up your name then again, I never really mind if she was the one using them. Still my family has come up with some pretty awful nicknames for me and those are just the ones that are from my name. Lets see there was Tom, Tommy, Ed, Edweird, Tommy boy, Tom Tom and Of course Thomalla. I don’t really care to admit the last one, but I am an honest person...most of the time. If one were to ask me, I prefer Tom because Thomas makes me sound too stuck up and Tommy makes me feel five. It’s something my mom calls me and she’s probably the only one that I’d let get away with that. When I forget just who I am My parents are the people who have most definitely always been there for me. Well besides my brother and sister of course. The first time I found out I was adopted, I over heard my mother and father talking. It was kind of hard to grasp but I was almost eleven and didn’t want them to know I was eavesdropping so I decided to let it go. I figured they were trying to teach me a lesson about not listening to them when they said it was time for bed. However when they actually told me, I wasn’t sure how to take it. I had always assumed that my lack of red hair was because of my mother’s side. Never really thought about the fact that all my siblings looked different, not that it mattered but It was like losing my identity. Eventually i stopped being a Melodramatic fifteen year old and talked to my parents. They told me about finding me at an orphanage, taking me in and not loving me any less than they would if I was biologically theirs. When my curiosity gets the best of me. I haven’t ever told anybody this, perhaps I’ve come close to telling Sarah but I’ve wanted to meet my birth parents, if they’re still alive. If not I want to visit their graves. It would be easier to deal with the fact that I’m an orphan if I could just see why. Not that I don’t love my life my family it’s just I really need to know. I know that eventually when I find out what I want to know, the truth will probably hurt me, but that’s a risk I have to take. I know that I’m playing with fire but not knowing will always bug me. When my family doesn’t understand I can always count on my family to be there but sometimes an outside source is better. At least so the Weasley madness doesn’t swallow me whole. I know that my parents and brother will always been the go to be people for advice but when I need to rant, I go to my friends. I don’t want to hurt my family’s feelings with amount of frustration they make me feel. Sometimes it’s better just to talk to someone else and let things slide. Although I feel like I don’t pay my friends enough for the therapy sessions...maybe I should take them out for a drink? When I can’t balance what I want and what I need I’ve been thinking about becoming an Auror and I know that bothers my brother but it’s either that or dragons. Okay maybe I’m being a bit over dramatic because I know what I want. I want to find someone to settle down with, be happy with and have kids. I want to start a family but right now, I need to stop dreaming and realize that maybe my dreams are too far away right now. I know that I won’t have time to find someone to settle down with untill i’ve been working for awhile and seriously….I don’t even have the money or financial stability to start a family, to get married but it’s what I want more than ever. It either a Curse Breaker, an Auror and try for an unspeakable in the department of mystery. I know that my grades are good enough for either job, maybe not latter I don’t know how they do their hiring process. All I know is that My goals don’t exactly line up time wise, i should probably rethink them. When I’m Homesick Hogwarts is like my second home but I don’t think I’m ready to say goodbye to my childhood home. I know that i’ll have to move out this year...well not have to but need to move out and i’m okay with that. However I’ll always want to wake up to my mom cooking breakfast and my dad reading the paper. I know that I don’t handle change well, I’ll just have to deal with things better. Let's us all just be friend, And together we can start a new trend. |
