Post by YUMI SATŌ on Sept 27, 2014 1:43:00 GMT 8
Look here, what Do you see? Are You Looking Forward to Get Tangle Up in Me? FULL NAME Yumi Satō 佐藤 優美 AGE & BIRTHDAY Seventeen born on birthday in 01-JAN-2005 OCCUPATION Seventh Year Slytherin BLOOD STATUS Pureblood FACE CLAIM Kiko Mizuhara WAND TYPE 10 1/2 inches, Jorōgumo Spinnerets, Black Poisonwood PATRONUS Silver Spiders PETS None that isn't dead. ABILITIES N/A for now Tell me who you are, I'm sure you're some kind of superstar. Free Style BOGGART: Drowning MIRROR OF ERISED: To have the world for herself and Yuki/ unlimited power; to rule the world PERSONALITY: smart, cunning, actress, bold, graceful, envious, patient, envious, apathetic, introvert, calculating, cautious, crafty, cynical, deceitful, devious, possessive, sadistic, (probably) masochistic, uncaring, vindictive MOTHER: Siena Quisenberry, currently missing FATHER: Satō Ayumu, currently missing SIBLINGS: Satō Yūki five traits Selfish - it was pretty young when you realized niceness won't get you anywhere in life, that being nice probably send you to your grave earlier than you should be. No one in this world cares about what you need - or want - but yourself, because that's just life. And because of that you know you're entitle to reach out for what you want and get it. Because you be seen it so early in your life that you started to take, so little only will you give because you know how precious each and everything are. You care about yourself first because it is better for someone else to die before you do, survival is a bitch, and you will do anything to make sure you're the past survivor of time when it comes to that. Vindictive - you're probably a bitch but it's OK, as long as people gets the message and won't mess with you, for those who does would pay you double - probably even triple - the price you paid for them. Your rules are pretty simple, never mess with you or anyone you love, although you made no promises to not mess with them first when you get the chance. Double standard - Right, you have double standard, towards yourself and towards others, though who in this world can be completely fair? There also lies the fact that you're a girl, which gives you as much reason to have double standard as anything in this world. You see it as your rights to be unfair, that you should have all the special treatments in the world because you're special. After all, when they are willingly given, why not? Liar - Most doesn't see it, but your very existence is a lie. Intentionally or not, because you've been given an angelic face when you're born, and you use it to its full potential. You won't exactly call it lying cause all you did is letting one think what they want to think about you, and use their thoughts on you to your own advantages, there's nothing wrong with that. Let's goes back to the point when it's freely given, you just doesn't deny it because you know you're as good as they think you are, if not better. You lie still, you're a good liar, great liar in fact, you were put into the right house when the Sorting Hat shout out "Slytherin" as it barely touches your head. The truest of snakes among the house of snakes, telling lies comes naturally to you like breathing, let the others call it immoral, to you it is a need to survive. After all, if you're not lying to the others, don't others does the same back to you? Deceiving another sounds better than having to be the one being deceive by another, at least that's what you think. Jealous - You're prone to jealousy, dislike seeing another being happier than you are, dislike another getting through their lives so easily, they've got to laugh, to be happy, to find the love in their lives. Love? What is love? Your parents abandoned your brother and you soon after birth, always away doing business or whatever the hell they do for living, what loves means if even your parents can't give it to you? Why do everyone else has a good family, loving parents, loving boyfriends, loyal friends? News flash: human fade away and in the end it will just leave you pain. You claimed that you don't believe in people, you're actually being the sour grapes, hating what you can't get because you never have them. What's makes you worst is the fact that you will act on your jealousy, go out of your way to destroy another's happiness. It is a lesson taught, you say, playing god cause after all you're way better than everyone else. You might not realize how wrong your believes are, or maybe you just don't want to realize that, because it's less pain that way. four important days 1st January, 2007 - that day you brother and you came to join the world, everything are perfect. You came out crying loud announcing both your arrival. As the younger of two, you came out mere minutes after Yūki, your twin brother. That mark the day of both your presence, not exactly special, not blessed, your parents thought you could rescue their already failing marriage and both of you ended up being just another byproduct of a failed plan. Age 0, you feel that it is somewhat an important day, not because it's the day you came into this world, but because it marks that start of your life where you have nothing, you are nothing, and when it shaped the person you are now. 25th March, 2011 - Age 4, that was probably the day ridding you off however little innocence you've left. It was a quiet afternoon, your parents are at work, or they are supposed to. Your brother and you were put to a nap. A noise woke you up in the middle of the afternoon, rather groggy but you could tell that you have not slept for long. Your brother still sound asleep beside you, rubbing your eyes a little, you decided to not wake him and walked out of the room both of you shared. Following the noise, you found yourself came to outside a room, where the noise were from, that familiar and unfamiliar noise of heavy breathing, and the soft sound which sounded like someone's in pain and yet different. You found yourself pushing the door open, peeking in from a little slid you opened. You saw your mother holding another man, not your father, you father doesn't have fair hair, your father doesn't has a tattoo of an eager on his right shoulder. You've stood and stared, though at a young age you knew something isn't right, you pretty soon grown up knowing just how wrong exactly it is that just the memory of it makes you feel sick to the stomach. You blame your mother for that day, you blame your mother for doing things she shouldn't do while not taking care of her children like a normal mother supposed to do. You've grown to hate her, so much, for what she let you see that day. 1st September, 2019 - The years passed eventually, not one single day you don't hate the arrangement your parents made for you, your mother who still think her kind words is going to win anymore points back from you and your father who only see you less than 1/16 of your life think that he has any control over your brother and you, he couldn't be more wrong. True, you'll obey them and move around the world with them, that doesn't mean you like it, or would even do anything to make give them any peaceful day. Nanny after nanny that you scared away, you're not a perfect little girl as they thought you should be; not like they care. At the age of 11, they decided that they've got enough of you that you and your brother will learn some manners in school, you boarded the carriage heading to this magical school without as much as a goodbye to them, those foolish adults, what they know about good manners and moral they are telling you about? At least this magic school proven to be a nicer dump than those they used to send you before, still full of stupid idiots who don't know a thing in the world, but at least they give you the attention you deserved. 1st September 2019 marked the turning point of your life, when you found out that those idiots could be rather entertaining, you found a way to make your life less miserable - by causing the others misery. 5th August, 2022 - He told you he will love you forever and would do anything for you, and you told him to drown himself in the Black Lake. He thought you're joking of course, who would be so cruel to the boy they love right? Right? You do not love him, all he represented is an entertainment, you made him broke off with the girlfriend he has been seeing for three years for you, she was devastated and you took joy in it. He's rather hot too so you've kept him to yourself for a little bit longer, you like the glares she shoots you whenever you are in the same room, you took pleasure in making her jealous, because she asked for it, so often bragging in front of her friends how lovely her boyfriend is, how in love they are, well they can't even withstand a little you blowing in attempt to destroy. When he told you he loves you and kissed you you felt like vomiting right at his face, the image you've collected from you youth you cannot get out of your head, What's love? What's forever? As far as you are concern nothing of this exist in reality, you're the more realistic girl who believe in the moment and sex and seizing your happiness for yourself; not like you need a boy to be happy. You broke up with him three days later, the coldest way of how you feel, delivering the final blow escalated you; You love that feeling, you love seeing lights faded away in those blue eyes. Two day later, his body was found in the Black Lake, just as you asked him to five days ago. He has taken his life, and he's the first of many idiots died on your hand. three emotions Hatred - Those darkness filled your mind, your hatred towards your father for giving up on you, on your family; your hatred for your mother, for betraying your love, your trust, she should've paid more attention on you all along; your hatred for life, for all that you've seen your peers have which wasn't given to you. You hate, you hate stronger than anyone of your age would, or should. Like dark churning water inside of your heart filled with hatred, that's what drive you forward everyday, you live to see that day the world crash and burn down around you, to see everyone suffer, beg for mercy which you won't give them. You hate because you didn't get, because it isn't fair, and you have no reason to play fair now more. Satisfaction - Watching another suffers, it pulls on your heart strings letting you feel something closest to happiness which you know you will never get. That escalating feeling built up in your chest, it is more than joy, it is addictive that makes you want to create the same pain to another person, and another - you will never get enough of the bliss. Fear - One emotion you had hidden deep deep inside, that fear which you won't let anyone see because it is a weakness which could be used against you. You fear, you're afraid, everyone afraid of something in their lives. Though fear made up one of the constant emotions tainted your daily life, the fear of being left alone, of being an outcast, perhaps that's why you tried so hard to keep up the image of an angel too even you clearly know that you're a demon in disguise. Your fear of losing the only one you have in your life: your brother, he's everything you have, the only one who you can count on being there with you. You have fear, while that doesn't make you a better person, it has at least proven that you're a human. two nicknames An angel - You hear this from the male population pretty often, they love you for your beauty, you pretty much had them wrapped around your little index finger, males can't resist you regardless how strong and amazing they claimed they are, they want you, they want to please you. One smile or one frown is all it takes to make them jumping into the line of fire for you. You are their angel. A devil - This, you've heard plenty from a certain group of girl who claimed to see through you, they've probably not but already crowned you the devil that moment their eyes landed on you, on your perfectly shaped almond eyes, that pair of pouty lips. You, just the way you look sitting in class like a perfect little girl your name claimed you to be, you pretended to be, makes it enough a reason for the girls to hate you. Though not all girls hate you, there are some fools, which always prove to be interesting. You're a devil, that's probably a fitting nickname, even if most people chose not to believe that. one other person Yūki Satō - he's like your other self, the one which split away from you at birth, your twin brother came out just minutes before yourself, the one who fill in when you've lost your way, the one who understand when you've lost your words, the one who's always there regardless how far you move, how much life changed; he the one who simply knows you the way you probably don't even know yourself. He's your brother, he's your other half, the one who share the same soul as you do - if there's such thing as soul at all. Your brother is all who you have in this life which you could count as a blessing. Let's us all just be friend, And together we can start a new trend. |
