Post by PHINEAS AJAX PAKARINEN on Feb 9, 2017 8:00:56 GMT 8
I will take negativity and make it inspire me, I was not a book from a library, As I stand here alone, I declare I was not a loan, To be picked up and dropped off at a later date, And you barely even made my spine bend
Just skimmed through some of the interesting bits then skipped to the end
Just skimmed through some of the interesting bits then skipped to the end
Much of the night Ajax had spent wandering the flat quietly. After having shared a bed with Issy for so long he had learned how to slip from the bed with out waking her, just because he was having crazy dreams didn't mean she needed to suffer a sleepless night at all. When the sun finally rose Ajax was back in bed sleeping in what seemed a a peaceful sleep. Of course there was so much more going on than even he realized yet. He had opened pandora's box almost a year ago when he decided to purpose to Issy after graduation.
Maybe to some it seemed like a red flag to have a year long engagement - or longer. It wasn't like they could actually set a date yet. Being a pureblood Ajax knew he was going to have some backlash for falling in love with Issy but he was prepared for it - sort of. When he had been threatened with a disownment he had to put the engagement on hold. It wasn't just about money, it was about family too. Ajax did love his family even if they could be, cold. It was a lot to ask of Issy, to wait for him to try and get his family to understand and put off their wedding. Still, they had gotten the flat and moved into together - he felt it was compromise at the very least. If only it had been as easy as it was for Scropio and Rose...not that it had been easy for them but it seemed like the Malfoy's were far more accepting for Rose than the Pakarinen's of Issy.
Ajax's dreaming mind wasn't really thinking of Issy, at least not in the bright light he always saw her in. For months his thoughts had started to warp slightly, there were doubts he had never had before. Truth be told Ajax wrote every small thing off on stress, work, family, the wedding. It was stressful not even being able to pick a date - he just wanted to marry his love and have his family there happy for him. Someday maybe he would understand how this was asking too much. Shifting in the bed Ajax woke up, it was late morning. Being his day off Ajax didn't move from where he lay, not at first. Today he woke to an empty bed, it wasn't often that Issy just left him there.
Curious the lad swung his feet to the floor and dragged himself out of bed to look for his 'wife'. It didn't take long to notice that loo door ajar. It made sense, running to the toilet would be a reason why she didn't wake him. Ajax softly knocked on the ajar door before slowly pushing it open. There was a soft smile on his face, not because he was happy to find her there, just because he always tended to smile when he saw her. "Again? That's the second time in two weeks, you maybe you shouldn't get that take-away anymore, love, not if you're getting sick from it." Of course Ajax was assuming she was suffering from some sort of turned food causing a turned stomach. It wasn't as if they were trying to have kids yet - after all, they didn't even have a set wedding date yet. Truth be told Ajax hadn't really given much thought to when they would want to have children, he wanted them sure - but he had always assumed it would be at least a few years after the actual wedding. Some day maybe he would realize that he never had a knack for making plans that actually worked.
Maybe to some it seemed like a red flag to have a year long engagement - or longer. It wasn't like they could actually set a date yet. Being a pureblood Ajax knew he was going to have some backlash for falling in love with Issy but he was prepared for it - sort of. When he had been threatened with a disownment he had to put the engagement on hold. It wasn't just about money, it was about family too. Ajax did love his family even if they could be, cold. It was a lot to ask of Issy, to wait for him to try and get his family to understand and put off their wedding. Still, they had gotten the flat and moved into together - he felt it was compromise at the very least. If only it had been as easy as it was for Scropio and Rose...not that it had been easy for them but it seemed like the Malfoy's were far more accepting for Rose than the Pakarinen's of Issy.
Ajax's dreaming mind wasn't really thinking of Issy, at least not in the bright light he always saw her in. For months his thoughts had started to warp slightly, there were doubts he had never had before. Truth be told Ajax wrote every small thing off on stress, work, family, the wedding. It was stressful not even being able to pick a date - he just wanted to marry his love and have his family there happy for him. Someday maybe he would understand how this was asking too much. Shifting in the bed Ajax woke up, it was late morning. Being his day off Ajax didn't move from where he lay, not at first. Today he woke to an empty bed, it wasn't often that Issy just left him there.
Curious the lad swung his feet to the floor and dragged himself out of bed to look for his 'wife'. It didn't take long to notice that loo door ajar. It made sense, running to the toilet would be a reason why she didn't wake him. Ajax softly knocked on the ajar door before slowly pushing it open. There was a soft smile on his face, not because he was happy to find her there, just because he always tended to smile when he saw her. "Again? That's the second time in two weeks, you maybe you shouldn't get that take-away anymore, love, not if you're getting sick from it." Of course Ajax was assuming she was suffering from some sort of turned food causing a turned stomach. It wasn't as if they were trying to have kids yet - after all, they didn't even have a set wedding date yet. Truth be told Ajax hadn't really given much thought to when they would want to have children, he wanted them sure - but he had always assumed it would be at least a few years after the actual wedding. Some day maybe he would realize that he never had a knack for making plans that actually worked.
