Post by TALMAN ZIMIRI YUDIN on Jul 3, 2015 7:27:44 GMT 8
Look here, what Do you see? Are You Looking Forward to Get Tangle Up in Me? FULL NAME Talman Zimiri Yudin but perfers Ty..Or Tally if you're brave enough. AGE & BIRTHDAY March 22ns, 1999 (25) OCCUPATION Owner of Cob's and Web's betting shop BLOOD STATUS Pureblood FACE CLAIM Ronnie Radke WAND TYPE Thirteen and half inches, Erkling fang, cypress. PATRONUS He doesn't have one, as he can't find a happy enough memory. PETS A dog named..Kyle ABILITIES/ SPECIES Nada Tell me who you are, I'm sure you're some kind of superstar. Free Style Two things I don't understand Relationships/love Okay yes i know that my lack of emotions and confusion about love is all do to how I was raised..blah blah blah. However, i really don't understand why two sane people could consent to make each other miserable. Why someone in there right mind would let someone have that much power over them. Yeah i'll admit in the past i've use love to get what I want but I mean...you have to get what you want no matter what the cost. Also, is love even real? What the hell is up with monogamy there is no way you can be with one person...just one for the rest of your life. I mean yes you need a girl that's a good...gives you children, cooks, cleans, does the laundry, and keeps your bed warm. Of course a house elf can do three of those things, however i always found it funny to see the woman rushing around the house cleaning and washing dishes. I do have a house elf, but that's only because I don't have a woman. I don't do the whole stay at the house thing, that's weird it's my house....it's not my fault if they don't have a house. It's probably me being selfish, I need space incase I don't feel like bringing a woman to a hotel...that's what my house is for. Apologies Another thing that I don't get is people saying their sorry. I mean yeah I know there are such things as regrets and I understand that completely. There are things I regret, things I want to take back. However that doesn't mean i'm gonna apologize for them. I did them, and while i may not be proud of my actions if you got hurt oh freaking well. You obviously should'nt have set yourself up for being hurt. How is it my fault you were hurt or taken advantage of? Stop being so damn gullible or weak and it wouldn't have happened. Also have you seen me? The tattoos and angry problems should've keyed you off that something wasn't right. I don't pretend to be a nice guy, I'm horrible and I like that...I accept that. I don't want don't to change. Why do girls always think they can save you? I don't need saving and i'm not gonna apologize for that. Fuck that sappy stuff, okay i don't need a romance novel...i personally think you should burn those books. Six Moment's I wish I could erase, Starting with The the least important. Opening a Gambling shop. I know I didn't have to run, I could've made up some bullshit excuse, broken a bone or two...or made someone break them for me but I did. I didn't really want to be there anyways, it was kind of stupid. I hated the idea of a clan because of the fact you had to look out for other people. Yeah there were a few people that I would risk my life for, but one of them was dead and the other was MIA. However, I was also gonna import werewolves so I got a job as a shop owner. I also worked at Desire a few time a week, picking up bets on sports and whatever other illegal things that had going there. It wasn't that bad of a business, I also got to scope out the place for werewolves it wasn't hard to find the best and strongest ones. My drinking and Drugs got worse though, something about knowing you were a failure...it just makes everything seem worse. If things didn't go that way, If my dad hadn't gotten bitten, I still probably would've found a way to screw everything up. My Grandfather Joining the Panos Clan. While not an important thing, it was important enough to make it's way on to my list. It would've been a lot easier on me if it never happened, I knew from the start that the Panos clan wasn't like any other clan. It wasn't the dog fights, or the ruthlessness it was the way they had to many wives and children. I was doomed from the start but at least I had my last name. My dad did produce a lot of girls, poor things and then my three older brothers. However No instead of being Legit I get to be a bastard because My dad liked the idea of getting rid of the Sciarra clan. It's kind of funny, most people that join up with Angelo don't like him, they just hate the other side enough to not care how they win. I'm not sure I even really believe the war can be won. That's why it made no sense to join as side. My family should've stayed rouge and maybe I could've had a chance to actually be something other than asshole...actually no i'm pretty sure i still would've became an asshole. Lessons Learned. There was a certain way things were done growing up. I went to Durmstrang, My mom was of three wives my father had and I was basically nothing Unless i killed for it. Yes, I trained hard and yes it killed me to see my mom as a side chick but that wasn't my fault. I learned that Drugs and Alcohol made everything more bearable and pretty soon my mom and father didn't really matter. Girls were just there for kids and Sex. I kind of liked that, the fact that I didn't have to care for someone other than myself. Why should worry about someone else living when there's a chance i'd have to kill myself at a moments notice. Besides, my father had arrange and marriage for me. The girl while annoying wasn't as bad as what most people had to deal with. She left me alone and I made sure that guys stayed away from her. No one wants sloppy seconds and to be honest no one wants to marry someone who doesn't have a title. Hell, I wouldn't want to be stuck with me either, but the contract said she was mine and I liked having something that my brothers didn't. Of course it helped that the idiots were too busy trying to suck up with the clan leader's family. Me, I meet the outcast by accident...I was minding my own business. It didn't help I only spent the summers in greece after I turned eleven and before then I was either with my father training or with my mother because it was her job to take care of her kids. Making Friends wit the Clan kids. The Dog Fights. To be fair, it's just as awful as it sounds. It's the kind of entertainment you'd expect from my family. My dad was the ring master, he dealt with the bets, the show times, the dogs and vampires. It always amazed me how he could handle them and not get bit. Waiting for the right moments to move out the way and hot to subdue them the quickest. It was a job with a notoriously short lifespan for the workers but he managed to last a longer than most ring masters. That was until he got bit by a vampire. No one really noticed at first, there was nobody around to be fair. My dad had taken my to check up on the new stock, unlike the Werewolves the vampires were always in form...always strong and fast..and hungry. My dad was bragging about how it was better to keep them blood thirsty, that way when you put the food in the ring they took each other out just to feed. However he had to keep them on verge of starvation...giving them just enough to almost hold them over. However he was bit, I didn't say anything because i figured he'd do it...he'd kill himself. However I was incredibly wrong...really really really wrong. Hesitating After the transformation, he was a Vampire and it was Bluntly obvious. He hadn't done the right thing. He killed everyone that day...well almost everyone. The girl I was supposed to marry...she was kind of okay...didn't really care about her. My mother, two of my brothers and my grandfather. I had the chance to kill him but I hesitated...Maybe I saw him going after my oldest brother and thought it was my chance to be an heir. It was the one thing every boy in his family wanted, to head the family. Even if you could never be clan leader and I wanted it so bad, I hadn't even thought about the destruction that followed. After I had to run, I had to get out and to be honest...I think I'm better off on my own. Let's us all just be friend, And together we can start a new trend. |
